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Some things sometimes escape me. This post I am writing without even thinking properly. I find it quite strange, interesting and scary to understand what is going on. I really like this girl. She is strong, has a personality, our frequencies match. I find her really nice and I admit that if this goes on I will be in love in no time!The next one and a half months will have all the answers for me. This is something I may begin to dread - this approaching deadlines and all. God knows what He has in store for me, but hopefully things turn out well - for me as well for her. I am not ashamed to say that I would like to be with her. <3 The present training is making me go nuts. Truly. Today was really disgusting. The day started pretty well, whatever was being taught - I could grasp it real well, but unfortunately after the afternoon, things changed and the assignments completely pissed me off. And oh yes, to catch the bus, she and I had to run and it was fun!

Life has changed so suddenly and so much so quickly. Just about a month ago things were something, and now, they are so different. It is difficult to sometimes fathom what is going on. I feel if this is all a dream, whether I will just wake up the next day in my home. My room. Talking about my room. It is nice. Top floor, but still nice enough. In any case I am content living here. I don't have a bed - that's all. It sure did take some time to get used to all this. Life in a city entirely by myself, the realization of being a grown up, necessity to take up responsibilities and so on. Thankfully the training is good, though sometimes gets boring. Besides I have got some excellent friends. So yeah, time goes by pretty well, hundreds of miles away from what I knew to be my home. First second module test was over. The Oracle results are not yet out. The Module Practical Test went pretty good enough for me thought the MCQs were not that good for me. Nevertheless UNIX tests were...

The first module test is over. I scored 81 percent. Not really killer stuff but I am ok with that. The test was on Pseudo Code and so I feel it was better to be done away with lightly. Slept most of the time in office today. Had a bad dream last night and a disturbed sleep. Nevertheless, the exam was fine. The Daily quiz before was a disaster. I don't know why. The answers were correct. Still I scored only 48 percent. Ankit believes it to be a system error. But in any case my marks won't change. :( After the exam we played Damsharaj for some time. I can't act in those situations. Not really a Hindi movie buff honestly. But I did my best. :P Migmar is the sweetest girl I have met here. Pandey ji the funniest. I will meet more. Till then wish me luck for the next Module tests. :)

I am now in Mumbai. Living in Thane to be exact. It is quite nice in here. The entire place is quite good. Living on the top floor is never very cool. But surprisingly it is not as hot as it was back home. Mumbai is a crazy place. There is a lot of energy in the place. The chaos, the discipline in it, the markets, the people, the spirit is what keeps Mumbai apart from other cities. My office is in Airoli, Navi Mumbai. The Office is huge and looks scary. Almost space station like.  Navi Mumbai I will take some time to get used to everything here. I hope all will be well.

In this post I will specifically write about myself. More importantly about my plus and minus points. Plus points include everything that can be considered to bee good qualities in itself. However I write this post about my negative traits, and one trait in particular. I have a serotonin deficiency disorder. Now what is it? First let me tell you what is serotonin. This is what Wikipedia has to say about Serotonin. Now what if Serotonin is in acute deficiency? Depression Lack of appetite Insomnia Food disorder Suicidal Tendency Mania Repeating thoughts, especially negative ones Almost every negative disorder that is there, psychological that is... So, yes, it is hard living with it. But with time you can keep living life to the best of your abilities. And even love life. I am on medicines, yes, but at the same time I do meditation to feel better. I will continue later. Other work beckons!

I am 23 now. Yes I know I could not get my friends for a treat. I really just didn't have any time. I promise to give them a treat as soon as possible but I really don't know when. Just wrote this post on more Google features on my other blog. Talked to her for about half an hour. I don't know, time flies by when I talk to her. This time she didn't keep talking like she usually does all the time. She mainly stayed silent, except for replying and speaking only very rarely. I did most of the talking. It was actually not really fun. I don't like to see her that way, but I guess everybody has their ups and downs. Didn't poke her too much. Bought all the formal wear that I could - shirts, trousers, shoes etc - all that I am going to need in my new workplace. Hope things get sorted out well soon. Time is running out. Wish to buy my laptop tomorrow itself, let's see, the previous plan on getting my laptop went kaput, the guy to whom I ordered the machine simply ...

I bought my PC a couple of years back.Recently I upgraded to Windows 7, bought it off a local retailer. Recently my Windows 7 (build 7600 OEM) began to "troll" me in the most irritating way. The foremost thing I do after installing windows is enabling the Windows Update service from the Services Microsoft Service Console window. After that my system remains "safe" from the pirates; until recently when an astonishing behavior caught my eye as I saw Windows was constantly updating. I went back to check if things were right and saw that the Update service was running in Automatic(Delayed Start) mode. Today morning as I logged in I saw That Infamous watermark saying "This copy of windows is not genuine". After a brief online troubleshooting I came to know about a few tools to remove such watermarks and make the copy validated again. I downloaded one such tool (watermark remover). Though it did remove the watermark, the next session proved more irritatin...